Sunday, June 5, 2011

Giving Up

Have you ever given up on someone? That you've gave them so many chances and finally just couldn't do it anymore?

I'm starting to feel this way and it's bothering me because I've never truly turned my back on family before. I'm use to being angry at them for a short period of time and then the next time I see them act as if nothing of the sort happened. But this time, I don't think any resolve is going to come of this situation.

I'm feeling like I'm losing someone and it bugs me so much. I say it doesn't but it does.

But I guess if it's meant to happen; it's to happen. I've given so many chances that I've run out of them.

Maybe in the far off future things will change...maybe they never will and things will be broken forever. All I know is that I'm giving up; I'm finished. It's the end and i'm exhausted.

All I can say now is...I'm sorry I can't be perfect, I'm sorry I'm not what you were hoping for, I'm sorry for being me...but I can't change who I am.

~Squeezy~

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