Pre-Halloween

Its getting close to that favourite time of the October :D...well third favourite aside from my 19th birthday and thanksgiving, but anyways; that's not the point.

The point is that I have finally picked up a costume to wear for tomorrow's party :D.

It's not the grim reaper costume I wanted but it's something cool; it's called the Enchantress so I guess that's what I'm going as.

So what are everyone going as this halloween? Leave a comment at the bottom would ya? So at least I know that there are living, breathing souls out there reading these blogs instead of numbers on a statistics chart.

So I've decided to do a closing blog for each month of everything that has gone down during the month. I'm going to end October now since the next time I blog won't be until after halloween.

So what has gone down this month of October? Well we'll start from the top:

I turned 19 this month :D Finally!
The next day, though, Nyx died unexpectantly :( I was treating him for Fin Rot, but he never did get better.
I decided to further my education next year at thanksgiving.
Phil, my friend, has been changed to Carl now since it flows much better.
Juno turned eight months on the 21st.
I decided to drag my electric guitar from the corner of my room along with my amp and start playing with it, making it Sybil's first time ever hearing the guitar and ended with Raven singing along.
Just a few weeks ago Carl and I have decided that if Blood on the Dancefloor are at Warped Tour and they come to Canada that I guess we're going :P
I'm dying my hair dark brown and blue soon ;)


So that's what's been going down this month and I guess i'll make this a regular thing now since I don't really have a regular thing for this blog.

Anyways, I should really be going to bed, but I want to watch some of The Vampire Diaries before bed.

~Squeezy~

Halloween

It's nearing the end of October and the unwanted welcome of cold weather is rolling in. As well as a certain holiday event. Yes I'm speaking of Halloween, the time of the year where you can dress up as anything you want to and go out asking for candy from random strangers! I used to love Halloween when I was a kid, but then something happened one year and I hated the very thought of Halloween. But now i'm starting to love it again; even though i'm 19.
I'm planning on dressing up as the Grim Reaper, but i'm not going to get candy, maybe hand it out, but no getting any.

Other things that have nothing to do with Halloween are that i'm planning to go back to school, hopefully next year. I want to pay off as much osap as I can now before going back and accumulating more osap ontop of this osap. But I want to go back to school to work with horses. I've always wanted to, but I never did it. I don't regret taking Animal Care, I met a bunch of amazing people and friends there and found Juno. So now i'm looking for a job to help pay off the osap. I've placed out resumes already, I just have to wait until someone decides that i'm worth it and hires me.

Anyways, i'm tired, it's late and I have to get up in about five hours. yeah.

~Squeezy~

Sad Time For Squeezy

A few days ago we lost a member of the trio :(

A few weeks ago I went to pick up Nyx from my aunt's while I was moving back and he had fin rot. I don't know how long he had it but I took him with me to the pet store and we got some medicine alone with a bigger tank for him and more plants and gravel along with a buddy; Otocinclus sp.

well he was getting better when suddenly he started to act dopey and would just lay at the bottom of the tank all day. He was eating so I wasn't too worried, just thought he was still getting over the fin rot when he stopped eating.

Two days ago, Nyx left us V.V

He was an amazing fish; even though I only had him for a short time. He'd always tease Juno when she'd go and look at him. He'd even follow my finger along the tank :( He had an appetite like a beast and loved playing with his new buddy Pleeko.

I didn't think I would want another fish after that, but after thinking about it and talking with my bud Phil and mom about the subject I'm going to try again. I'm not replacing you Nyx :( I just can't leave Pleeko alone in this tank.

~Squeezy~

Realization

Well today is the day I reach the big ol' 1-9. Yep, I can drink in public now :P

Anyways I think i've come to a conclusion; I feel like shit on my birthday because...I hate my own existance. :/ Only thing I can come up with. I'm all excited the day before but when the day comes i'm like, "fuck this".

So I guess this could be my birthday blog; iunno...

~Squeezy~