My phone ceases to suprise and amaze me

My crackberry (Blackberry:P) never ceases to amaze me. Just the other day, after a storm here where I am, I decided to take a picture of the calm outside once it was over. Once I looked at the picture I was amazed to see what he had done:


It focused on the droplets and blurred out the background; I think it looks poetic.

~Squeezy~

The Longest Post

I'm bored, I found this via google, it's long, bear with me :|

Put your player on shuffle and answer the questions as the songs are played...
Press next song and perhaps the result will be:
Ex. What would you rename yourself to?
Song: Carrie
Artist: Europe
Comment: Not really but close enough...

[Quiz: One]

1. What song best represents my personality?
Song: Should've Listened
Artist: Nickelback
Comment: True


2. What song will be played on my funeral?
Song: Chemical Kids, Mechanical Brides
Artist: Pierce the Veil
Comment: Lovely :|


3. Will I ever love somebody?
Song: How in the world
Artist: Family Force 5
Comment: XD bahahahaha

4. Will I be successful in life?
Song: The Sharpest Lives
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Comment: :S

5. Will I get married even if my love life is out of shape?
Song: Do You Believe
Artist: Still Standing
Comment: I guess I must believe

6. Will anyone accept me as who I am?
Song: Are You Happy Now
Artist: Michelle Branch
Comment: Yes :|


7. How will I die?
Song: So Cold
Artist: Breaking Benjamin
Comment: YES I always wanted to die freezing to death :P

8. Who'll kill me?
Song: Secrets
Artist: One Republic
Comment: Well shit...

9. Will I be a murderer myself?
Song: All I Ever Wanted
Artist: Basshunter
Comment: XD omfg


10. How's my life so far?
Song: Welcome to the Black Parade
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Comment: there you have it ladies and germs :P


11. My current obsession?
Song: Animal I have Become
Artist: Three Days Grace
Comment: Hey i'm in animal care too :D

12. What song best represents my friendship with others?
Song: My Heart Your Hands
Artist: From First to Last
Comment: :| that's too much love

13. If I ever, where would I go on vacation this year?
Song: Trip
Artist:Hedley
Comment: Yeah but where:P

14. Second last question: Which sexuality are you?
Song: We Dance to A Different Disco
Artist: Short Stack
Comment: ummm


15. Last question: What song should end this?
Song: Punch Drunk Love
Artist: The Summer Set
Comment:

___________
[Quiz: Two]

Will I get far in life?
Song: What Have You Done
Artist: Within Temptation
Comment: Guess it was bad:P

How do my friends see me?:
Song: When I'm Gone
Artist: Simple Plan
Comment: :S


Where will I get married?:
Song: One Last Run
Artist: Nickelback
Comment: on a race track? :S

What is my best friend's theme song?:
Song: When You're Gone
Artist: Avril Lavigne
Comment: :S


What is the story of my life?:
Song: We Are One
Artist: Lion King 2
Comment: LOL

What is/was high school like?:
Song: Thinking Of You
Artist: Katy Perry
Comment: Soo true it was sad :P


How can i get ahead in life?:
Song: Break It Up
Artist: These Kids Wear Crowns
Comment: makes sense...sort of

What is the best thing about me?:
Song: The Outcasts
Artist: Black Veil Brides
Comment: XD

How is today going to be?:
Song: Whoever She Is
Artist: The Maine
Comment: :| no


What is in store for this weekend?:
Song: Take My Hand
Artist: Simple Plan
Comment: At a driving school :|

What song describes my parents?:
Song: On My Own
Artist: Three Days Grace
Comment: Nailed it on that one

My grandparents?:
Song: Back To December
Artist: Taylor Swift
Comment: :S

How is my life going?
Song: It's About Love
Artist: The Medic Droid
Comment: NO IT"S NOT!

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Song: Perfect
Artist: Hedley
Comment: I'd cry in my casket if they played that :P


How does the world see me?:
Song: See You At the Show
Artist: Nickelback
Comment: I knew I should have pursued my musical career! X(


Will I have a happy life?
Song: Two as One
Artist: From First to Last
Comment: It doesn't make any sense! D:


What do my friends really think of me?:
Song: Learn the Hard Way
Artist: Nickelback
Comment: And they can never escape >:D


Do people secretly lust after me?:
Song: Jumper
Artist: Third Eye Blind
Comment: XD

How can I make myself happy?:
Song: My Immortal
Artist: Evanesence
Comment: So I become a vampire?


What should I do with my life?:
Song: Boom Boom Pow
Artist:Black Eyed Peas
Comment: great now my music is telling me to -_-

Will I ever have children?
Song: Walls
Artist: All Time Low
Comment: :/

What is some good advice?:
Song: 1000 Oceans
Artist: Tokio Hotel
Comment: Damn you cryptic advice! DX


What is my signature dancing song?:
Song: On My Own
Artist: Hedley
Comment: Catchy

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Song: Scars (Acoustic)
Artist: Papa Roach
Comment: Right on

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Song: Pain
Artist: Three Days Grace
Comment: -_- really?


What do I really want from life?
Song: Somewhere
Artist: Within Temptation
Comment: What's there?


What should I do to help others?
Song: Crash
Artist: Decyfer Down
Comment: BAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA XD

What should I do to help myself?
Song: Broken Heart
Artist: Falling Up
Comment: ...

What should I do to succeed in life?
Song: Losing You
Artist: Dead By April
Comment: so I must drop someone like a newborn giraffe to succeed...

What is my one most important goal in life?
Song: Keeping Up With the Joneses
Artist:Chris Donathan
Comment: NOOOOOOOOOOOO D:


What do I get the most pleasure from?
Song: Don't you know what I think I am
Artist: Fall Out Boy
Comment: hokey...
_______________
[Quiz: Three]

If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Song:Goodbye My Lover
Artist: James Blunt
Comment: :|

The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
Song: For You
Artist: The Calling
Comment: Wtf...:|

Your favorite thing to say when drunk is:
Song: I Don't Believe It
Artist: Hedley
Comment: XD

Your message to the world:
Song: Over You
Artist:Daughtry
Comment: YOU HERE THAT WORLD!

When you think of your best friend you think:
Song: Weight of the World
Artist:Evanescence
Comment: :|

Your deepest secret:
Song: Last Train Home
Artist: Lostprophets
Comment: lol that is a big secret :P


Your innermost desire:
Song: Feels like tonight
Artist: Daughtry
Comment: ...

Your oldest memory makes you think:
Song: Too Pretty
Artist: State of Shock
Comment: *tilts head*


Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
Song: Beautiful Day
Artist:LEN
Comment: I'm sooo doing that now :D

On your deathbed, you'll whisper:
Song: Born to Be Wild
Artist: Hinder
Comment: BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH XD XD XD

Your friends say behind your back:
Song: Undo It
Artist:Carrie Underwood
Comment: :/

You say behind your friends' backs:
Song: Breakdown
Artist:Daughtry
Comment: Do no! XP

Your opinion of MySpace:
Song: Dysfunctional Family
Artist: Cinema Bizarre
Comment: XD


When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
Song: Love Songs
Artist: Cinema Bizarre
Comment: ...


If you found yourself lost on a desert island, you'd yell:
Song: Cloud Nine
Artist: Evanescence
Comment: why...just why...


Right now, your feelings are:
Song: I'm Not Over
Artist: Carolina Liar
Comment: hokey...

What's your excuse for reposting this:
Song: Hollaback Gril
Artist: Gwen Stefani
Comment: PFFTTT

Your life's soundtrack:
Song: Sweet December
Artist: Short Stack
Comment: No thank you, spring and fall all the way


The day you fall in love will be the day that:
Song: Calling All Angels
Artist: Train
Comment: Yes it will be that miraculous

You scream during sex:
Song: Hero/Heroine
Artist: Boys Like Girls
Comment: I sure hope I don't when/if it does happen :|

Your farewell message to the readers of this:
Song: Ready When You Are
Artist: Trapt
Comment: I say that's a perfect msg

And I found this too to add to my long post :D

1 Why did you decide to take this quiz?
Track:Heaven's Calling
Artist: Black Veil Brides
Comments: XD

2 Where will you meet your husband/wife?
Track: Death Comes Callin'
Artist:Everlast
Comments: If that's the case I'd rather not meet them...ever :|

3 Where will you "hug" your wife/husband for the first time?
Track:If I die young
Artist:The Band Perry
Comments: :|

4 What is your secret dream?
Track: Un-Break My Heart
Artist: Toni Braxton
Comments: Yesh :'(

5 What song will they be playing at the morgue when they'll perform your autopsy?
Track: The End
Artist: Simple Plan
Comments: pfft :P

6 Who will throw a party after you die?
Track: Check Yes Juliet
Artist: We The Kings
Comments: eh, I want ppl partying when I die anyways:P

7 What song describes you when you're so drunk that you can't speak?
Track:In My Hands
Artist:Short Stack
Comments: ...

8 What will actually kill you?
Track:Devour
Artist: Shinedown
Comments: :| by what....

9 Who will be your slave?
Track:Junebug
Artist:LEN
Comments: MWHAHAHAHAH I shall inslave the race of junebugs to do my bidding once a year! >:D

10 What will you look like at the age of 80?
Track:LIke You
Artist: Evanescence
Comments: XD

11 Where will you meet your arch enemy of life?
Track:Hang on
Artist: Plumb
Comments: To what?

12 Where did your parents 'create' you?
Track:Ashley
Artist: Escape the Fate
Comments: :|

13 What will happen to you tonight, after going to bed?
Track: You'll Only Make it Worse
Artist: New Years Day
Comments: ....

14 What is the meaning of your life?
Track: Everybody Knows
Artist:Dixie Chicks
Comments:Then, please, enlighten me everybody :P

15 What will be the meaning of your death?
Track:Hands Up
Artist: Hedley
Comments: I get shot in a gunfight against cops? :P

16 How many necrophiles will ravage your corpse?
Track:Come Home
Artist: Onerepublic feat. Sara Bareilles
Comments: and that is a little creepy :|

17 What do you hate the most?
Track:Bye Bye Beautiful
Artist: Nightwish
Comments: ...

18 What do you love the best?
Track:Ladies and Gentlemen
Artist: Short Stack
Comments: XD I can't pick which I like best

19 What makes you feel like jumping out the window?
Track:Tears of an Angel
Artist:
Comments: I guess

20 What do you think about bananas?
Track:Opposite Directions
Artist: Union of KNives
Comments: Hell yes -_-

21 Where would you like to be now?
Track:Running out of time
Artist:Simple Plan
Comments: ...

22 Who would you like to have a tea-party with?
Track:By the Way
Artist: Hinder
Comments: ...

23 How would you describe your childhood?
Track:You Are my hope
Artist: Skillet
Comments: ...

24 If you could do anything you want, what would it be?
Track: Young and Stupid
Artist: Hedley
Comments:Wouldn't we all?:P

25 Recent obsessions/existential problems?
Track:Miserable at Best
Artist:Mayday Parade
Comments: ...

26 If they would make a movie about you, what would be the title?
Track:You KNow what they do to guys like us in prison
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Comments: :D

27 Where did the pigeons go?
Track:Get Out Alive
Artist: THree Days Grace
Comments: ...

28 Are you a good stalker/rapist?
Track:Gone Forever
Artist:Three Days Grace
Comments: :|

29 What will your neighbor think of you when they'll finds out that you have naked pictures of them?
Track:Holding On
Artist:Simple Plan
Comments:He'll hold onto them :|

30 Who's for dinner tonight?
Track:Codl as You
Artist:Taylor Swift
Comments: ...

31 Who are you hiding in your cupboard tonight?
Track:Bailamos
Artist: Enrique Iglesias
Comments: :D YES

32 Who is your fashion ideal?
Track: Lucy
Artist: Skillet
Comments: Such a sad song :(

33 This halloween, you'll dress up as a ......???
Track:Amazing
Artist: Hedley
Comments: How is that possible? :S

34 Who would you like to keep in your pockets all the time?
Track:Not An Angel YEt
Artist: City SLeeps
Comments: ...

35 If you'd won the lottery, who would you buy first?
Track:I belong to you
Artist:Superchick
Comments:...

36 Are we there yet?
Track:The Flood
Artist:Escape the fate
Comments: ...

37 Em...any hard feelings for choosing our survey?
Track:3-2-1
Artist: Hedley
Comments: Nah :P

38 What are your thoughts about the people who made this quiz?
Track:Don't Speak
Artist: No Doubt
Comments: :P


And that is it, holy cow I can't feel my hands :|

~Squeezy~

Hokey...

Alright everyone I'm probably going to get some hate mail for doing this but, I bought pinch collars for both our dogs. Now I didn't just run out there and buy them before trying other methods. I've tried a flat collar, a halti (which just turned Raven off from wanting to even stand up once I put it on him), a variety of harnesses and lastly tried a choke chain. So finally I went out and got one and I'm quite serious my brother took his Boston terrier out for a walk with it and comes back saying it was the best walk they ever had together since before she would drag him around the yard. And I was with him walking Raven behind him and she had a bounce to her step and was actually paying attention to him as they walked.

Now I will mention that we live with my grandparents and at this time I'm off at school (which I wish residence would allow pets, then Raven would be with me :( ) So Raven (who also pulls pretty hard) is left to be walked by my grandparents and mom (who all have bad backs).

Alright they may look horrible and people will probably start calling me a sick f*ck for using them on my dogs and all those lovely things, but I'll tell you something, when I went to try out a halti (head harness) on Raven he looked miserable walking out of the store and people were looking at me as if i was a horrible human being. He hung his head and finally just laid down and wouldn't budge. I tried the halti a few times before finally just hanging it up and going back to a harness and being tugged along for the ride. With the Pinch collar he actually sits down in front of the door when I pull it out and tries put it on before I'm ready for him. As soon as i put it on him he walked right next to me, I could even keep a slacked leash with him. Same goes for Sybil; there was actually loose leash between her and me (even for my brother) while walking.

I'm probably going to get people bashing me for using this and if that's the case I'm going to delete this blog and end it there because I will not tolerate that on my blogs. I just want to say that this blog is talking about my experience with pinch collars, I want to add my own opinion to the pot. But I will say what others have said, all training tools can be useful if used PROPERLY and useless if used INAPPROPRIATELY.

So thank you for reading this if anyone actually does read this and don't take my words to heart, go out there and make up your own mind about anything. Believe in what you believe. And again if I start getting mean feedback this blog is gone, I will not tolerate childishness on my blog, unless it's from Phil; this it's all right cause I know she's just trying to screw with me :P.

~Squeezy~

Two Roads, One Path

Hence the title above we'll be chatting up about taking our different paths in life. About how some people in life take different paths while you take a path in the opposite direction. Kind of like the From First to Last song Note to Self. "Two roads split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions." Sorta like that, but anyways who here feels that the people they knew back in their childhood years have seemed to have gone in an opposite direction that you've chosen and you barely get time to see them or even speak to them.

I've had a few friends that I had back in high school that i don't even speak to anymore and some of the few that I still talk to at times I seem to have to muster up the will to even talk to them; it gets harder and harder as time goes on.

I have friends in college that i miss when i go home for breaks because when I go home no one I knows seems to care enough to drop me a line or want to hang out. And I do mention when I will be home. It's just a pain and a little perturbing when I don't hear from anyone. I actually miss school and want to go back so i can hang out with the poeple I've met here in college.

I don't really think people read these, i guess someone views this if it pops up in their google search. But to those that actually read these and waste their time with my jargon, I applaud thee.

I'm going home for the long weekend, not that anyone really cares.

~Squeezy~

Squeezy

I think it's time to announce my new professional name...wait for it...

Squeezy! :D

Yep that's my college name and you won't believe how i got it :P

It's all thanks to the laptop bag I've been using for the last few months that squeaks everytime I move my hip into it and it reminds my frinds from school of the penguin named Squeezy from Toy Story 2. So I think it's a perfectly good name now :D

So welcome Squeezy everybody because she's not going anywhere for quite some time now.

~Squeezy~

Raven

Yes my dog Raven has his own entry. He must feel special right now:P

Anyways I'm making this entry so late, and after I've already posted today, because I've been reading up on Shih poos and i'm starting to wonder if Raven is some sort of super shih poo O.o.

He shows more of the poodle aspect than the shih tzu in that he has the scissor bite. And I was about to start comparing information until I search enough to find that they can get to 20 pounds since he's a perfect 18 pounds and he's super skinny. I mean he's skinnnier than I am but no bones stick out.


So now that my worries have been somewhat taken care of I think i'll finish off this blog post with a bit about Raven since the last time you heard about him, which was probably after he was fixed and wearing that cone.

So he's going to be two August 18th and he's already starting to grow grey/silver hairs :|. I'm guessing that's part of the shih tzu in him seeing as I've heard Shih Tzu's sometimes go from being black as pups to greying out as they grow older. Don't take my word for it; it's just what I think is going on.

But I'm curious, I've searched google a few times before for a shih poo that looks more like the poodle side than the shih tzu and only have I found one that some what resembles it. If anyone out there has seen or has a shih poo maybe you've seen one that does? If not then i think i'm back to the drawing board on trying to figure out what the heck else is in this guy.

~B~

I'm Just a Kid...

Who here is still a kid in school? Like high school or elementary school. If you are, did you ever feel like you didn't belong or that no one was listening? I had that problem back then. I remember not really fitting in as a child and couldn't seem to hold onto a friend to save my life. I did have the handful of friends but it doesn't seem like they've really stuck around; be it that I haven't really tried to keep them in my life or they've moved onto other things.

I can say college is by far the place where I feel I most belong. I have friends here that have a common interest with me that we can have strange animal related conversations for hours without becoming bored.

So to those that feel like outcasts, it gets better.

Now that all that sappy, touchy-feely stuff is out of the way i'd like to announce a certain band that I have begun to listen to again. Simple Plan! I've loved these guys since a friend of mine had shown it to me in like...god was it grade seven? or eight? I think around that time line, so about seven or eight years ago. Such a long time. I can't wait for their new album and have already fallen in love with Jet Leg. Who else here can't wait for the album?

Well, until next time.

~B~

Back Tomorrow and I've Learned Something

Heading back to residence tomorrow, not really looking forward to it but hey, four more months and then I don't have to deal with school ever again. I say that's a win.

Anyways just here to mention I've learned something new about myself. Before when I went to sleep I couldn't seem to pass out fast enough and then I'd be laying there cursing myself as i tossed and turned for hours before finally passing out only to be hella tired the next morning.

So, being the music lover I am, I made a small playlist of slow, calm, relaxing songs and then set them on shuffle and repeat all before turning it to the lowest volume setting and sticking it under my pillow. Works like a dream, and since I plug my phone in every night i don't have to worry about battery drainage if I fall asleep before I can turn it back off.

So, what helps you get to sleep at night?

~B~

What Really Grinds My Gears

1. people who think they know EVERYTHING
2. Haters on my favourite movies>.>
3. Crazy ass drivers on the damn road
4. Politics...
5. Chimps >.>
6. Whenever the DVD player in my mom's living room decides to crap out on me and kill the sound or skip epic parts of the movie I currently have in it
7. The fact that lists are top 'ten'
8. hearing background noise when i'm trying to type a damn list of gear grinding epicness
9. My crackberry sezuring on me and ending up having to have the battery removed and then wait an ass amount of time until it turns back on
10. this damn number >.>

~B~