The Tragic Demise of Phoney the Crackberry

Well I always told ppl, don't give me expensive and pricey shit...but no one listens.
We are all gathered here today to honour the short, but beautiful life of Phoney...the crackberry. It was yesterday at approx. 7 or 8 o'clock, when the poor little mobile spaz bot when through his usual routine of offering me music while I shower. When I reached out to turn it off as I always do, he decided that he didn't like it and quit.
It was a long few hours trying to save him, but I think he's reached the last leg of his technological journey.

All I ask of you is to give your respects for this brave little musical device/alarm clock/camera/phone :( He will be dearly missed...

~Squeezy~

Juno's Gonna Be One Spoilt Kitty

My mom sent me a pricing for a kitty play pen for when I"m at work and my aunt's at school after I move in with her with Juno. So then it escalated into me looking up other stuff and pricing it. So far I put down for cat fod can lids, a cat tree and kong toys; i'm still looking. She is going to be sooo spoilt...but then again I do this with all my animals :/

~Squeezy~

My Cat Has Attitude

Oh yeah, she's just like a little bratty child. She torments the older cats in the centre and ever since I introduced her to the desk (which by the way was a bad idea; ask my severed right head phone bud), and she seems to want to pull anything that is dangling off of something to the ground. When I pick her up she gives you this whiney meow to put her down, not much anymore when I'm holding her, she's getting better at just laying with me, but yeah, Juno is sure going to be a handful.

She's thirteen weeks old now, will be fourteen next week when I get her home, and acts like a little three year old. But I loves her :)

~Squeezy~

Pic of Juno

I'm going to try again and see if it will let me upload a picture of my Juno. There is a wire in the picture but that's just from the electric grooming table.





And that is all for tonight, tell me what you thinks of her all my silent readers :D

~Squeezy~

Juno

Alright everyone, it's time to make the big announcement. I've been working on this for about a week now and have finally heard back from my teachers. in eleven days I will be going home with a kitten that I've adopted. Her name's Juno and I didn't want to say anything before hand because I wanted to make sure everything was finalized. I was going to post a picture but blogger is being a prick; so go to my profile to get a look at her.

~Squeezy~

June 8, 2011

I couldn't come up with a title so that'll have to do. Anyways this post is about the impending reading week coming up in sixteen (16) days. Can't wait to go home for a break from school. Holy crap it's been a busy semester I'll tell you that right now.

I'm really close to finishing that driving course I was put into a few weeks ago; just need to do the in car, which I must reschedule since I picked a crappy day to do it.

I've also changed where I'm going to live, I've decided I'm moving in with my aunt after my feild placement and try to find some work where she lives; which is a big town by my standards.

Some other things may unfold in the next couple of weeks and I'll keep you posted on them, so bare with me, I just don't want to say anything and find out it's not happening.

But I think the last thing I will bring up is this band I was referred to and they're pretty good, 10 Years. Go check them out.

~Squeezy~

Giving Up

Have you ever given up on someone? That you've gave them so many chances and finally just couldn't do it anymore?

I'm starting to feel this way and it's bothering me because I've never truly turned my back on family before. I'm use to being angry at them for a short period of time and then the next time I see them act as if nothing of the sort happened. But this time, I don't think any resolve is going to come of this situation.

I'm feeling like I'm losing someone and it bugs me so much. I say it doesn't but it does.

But I guess if it's meant to happen; it's to happen. I've given so many chances that I've run out of them.

Maybe in the far off future things will change...maybe they never will and things will be broken forever. All I know is that I'm giving up; I'm finished. It's the end and i'm exhausted.

All I can say now is...I'm sorry I can't be perfect, I'm sorry I'm not what you were hoping for, I'm sorry for being me...but I can't change who I am.

~Squeezy~

Friends

I've been listening to Avenged Sevenfold's song So Far Away and It's gotten me thinking. If I ever lost someone close to me, like a friend, I don't think I'd be able to cope. I don't think I could continue going on knowing that that person wasn't here anymore. I wouldn't do something drastic that could injury me, but I'd probably never get over it.
How does one get over something like that? I can't see how you could. I've thankfully never had to go through that pain.

Wow this is really depressing let's go to something lighter than this subject.

I've started driving classes and I have two more days before God only know's what happens next. I'm too tired to really care much being i haven't slept in since last thursday and probably won't get to until next week Thursday...wait let me check my book.....YES sweet release! I get a sleep in day for thursday, beatiful sleep! :|

Anyways my lamp is now unplugged and sitting lonely in a corner after continuously shocking me until I gave up and my fingers were red. So now I'm back to my black one which doesn't want to hurt me when I try to use it.

So don't really expect much from me in the next few weeks with driving this weekend, a test on friday, a trip next tuesday, a presentation and test on next thursday and animal centre next week monday, tuesday, saturday and sunday.

~Squeezy~