Here she is

Here's a pic of the pretty girl, i'm proud of my brother, he picked a cute one :P

Raven has a cousin and Exxy's an Aunt :D

Yep i tell the truth, Raven has a cousin named Sybil, a boston terrier. And I'm an aunt, yes i know it's a dog but still our family does stuff like that especially if we're not old enough to have kids. Well I'm going to ask if I can put a picture of her up here so you won't get to see her right away, if ever. I have to ask my mom if I can borrow one of the pictures. But she's really cute and attached to my brother; as seen by pictures.

Well have a great night.

~Exxy~

Paint and More Paint

I think two days is enough time to wait for a new post by me. Well the last two days have been somewhat busy. Yesterday I had cleaned up the basement of dust and vacuumed it up a bit before closing windows and shit; just minor stuff. Tonight was the most busy night so far with beginning to paint the walls. Yep that's how far the basement has come along and soon I hope to go back up to my mom's and pick up the rest of my stuff and make myself feel more like I'm home. Right now I don't even have my own computer and not really a private place for me to go and hide away from the world. I really can't wait.

Well on to the painting bit of the blog. I believe i've got paint where I never dreamed possible while wielding a hand paint brush and standing on a ladder painting corners. Here's a detail description of the paint massacre.

I had paint all the way up my right arm and a big spot smudged close to my arm pit, my fingers were semi coated with the white crap, I have it all over my shirt and pants, my left arm was semi white up to my elbow since i'm right handed and barely used it at all. Oh and I managed to get a nice white streak in my black and red hair. Now you all are probably wondering why I don't go and just shower the paint off...well it was late when I finished helping and my baby bro's room is right by the bathroom so I couldn't shower; I'm so doing it tomorrow though! >.< I feel gross. I just hope the paint comes out of my hair or i'll be going against the one rule of dying my hair; putting white in it:P

So now I'm completely sore and I want to sleep but I still have things I want to do before hitting the nice, soft, mattress. That my dad's dog is currently taking over on me.

On another note i've heard that people can't comment on my blogs for some reason; I don't know how to fix that really so just keep trying and maybe something will happen and it will work again.

Later days.

~Exxy~

Aren't You So Lucky

Yep two posts in one day from yours truly. And yes again i'm listening to the sad violen peice. And yes it's making me think sad thoughts again. But it's so beautiful. But it's making me realize that...Cyphile... I miss you man!>.< I mean WOman.

I'm so alone here, I don't know anyone and no one knows me here. But you Phil, you know me alot more than I can say about really anyone else I've met. Just please move down sooner, I'm really feeling like I have no friends right now.

Now you probably know why I keep asking when you're coming down because...truth is...i need you man T.T

HOLY FUCKING COW THERE"S A HUGE ASS SPIDER HOLY FUCK!!!!
O.O Shit it's trapped me! OMG AHHHHH It can climb walls!!! RAVEN, RAVEN!!!! EAT IT>.< DO YOU"RE MASTER PROUD!!! EAT THE HARRY BASTARD CALLED A SPIDER. OMG IT"S A FAST ONE TOO!!! WAKE UP RAVEN!!!!!!!!

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Ahem sorry about that everyone...wellll...that was pretty embarrasing...
On a good note I killed it and to all those spider lovers out there it was kick; why would I let it suffer and have a chance of escaping only to reap it's revenge upon me during the night? I'm not THAT stupid.

Anyways that whole sappy moment has been destroyed and what remains of my energy gone thanks to that spider that had to come out of no where and scare the sappy, sadness out of me and bring upon fear and a need to grab my favourite pair of sneakers and bash it so that it's stuck as a paste on the bottom of my lovely sneakers. >.<

well goodnight to all; I need sleep badly.

~Exxy~

Saddest peice of music I have ever listened to

This song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIuotFZnBtk&playnext_from=TL&videos=Lh2wI_TC8us&feature=recentf is the saddest song I've ever listened to. This music actually made me cry and I'm still listening to this beautiful music. The reason I cried was because the melody reminds me of my old time favourite movie, Black Beauty. It's about a horse and it's all in his point of view back in the day when horses were treated so cruelly by many. It went through from the first day he was born and on through the good times and the bad times that he had. Of what happened to the only friends he had and where he ended up in the end.

Most of this song brings back the parts of when Black Beauty is laying in the field of his final home with the man that use to be the young groom that he met at his first home. He's thinking about Ginger and Merry Legs. Now if you've ever watched the movie you'll understand why I find this sad because Ginger dies part way through from neglect and abuse. Merry Legs is not mentioned after they sell the pony in the beginning but Ginger is brought up alot and was with Beauty the longest through the movie.

The last scene of the movie that really gets me is when he's imagining the days back in his first home when he, Ginger and Merry Legs would run through the pasture together during the days; looking young and happy and full of life.

I think Black Beauty was the reason I first started to love horses and I still have that movie seventeen years later. It was a beautiful movie and full of emotion. It depicted the life of a horse back then and I will always have a place in my heart for Black Beauty, Ginger and Merry Legs.


Now you all might think i'm a big softy but that movie really hits home with me and this music just brought back the days I enjoyed sitting by the TV watching as Beauty was born, trained, sold a dozen times and finally found peace with the boy he once use to play with in the fields; and he'd never be leaving that place as long as he lived.

Sorry for the sappy post but I had to get that all out.

~Exxy~

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I won't be posting as much at the moment because really I don't give a fuck right now and I have nothing to say so yeah don't look for me.

~Exxy~

What's up my fellow Canadians! :D

Yes I said fellow Canadians, not americans so ha! Anyways i'm in a hyper mood seeing as i woke up at 6:45 for no effing reason. The people that were suppose to work on the basement came said it was still wet and left. So yeah you can imagine how pissed I was at that revelations. And if you know me, which i doubt(except for you Phil), you'd know that I had mornings with such a cold blooded passion. I'm always pissed if i'm forced to wake up before at least 9 o'clock. It use to be 1 pm so yeah you can see how waking up fifteen minutes to seven would drive me crazy. And I actually looked at myself in the mirror when I woke up at that time this morning. Here's what I can describe:

Imagine seeing a girl with messy hair in a ponytail, bangs sticking in every fucking direction. Her eyes have eyeliner from the night before still around her eyes and it's smudged making it look like I'm either a raccoon, zombie or two bit hooker (or like I haven't slept in ages if you don't like the last one). Then imagine Hello Kitty pj bottoms and a hoodie over top of a top that's all pink and *shudder*. Then the look on my face is one of a scowl and of half awakeness. Then just add tons of yawning to that and voila you have me.

So yeah don't wake me up for ANYTHING before nine. Oh also I'm pretty much a huge bitch before nine also. Especially if I have to rush around the house to make sure everythings all ready before people show up....


Well there you have it my fellow Canadians. And shall I say have a wonderful day in your igloos, make sure you feed those husky dogs and beware of the polar bears on your way to work:P See ya around Eh!

~Exxy~

This message was brought to you by Exxy who's actually Canadian and hopefully fellow Canadians will laugh at the end of this and others will be like O.o

Do You Believe....

That it's been so long since I've posted? Wow, but i have been busy. I've handed in applications for two places and i'm about to apply to Walmart and then check Mcdonalds to apply there. So yeah still job hunting.

I got out of the house today, went and hung out for an hour and a half with a friend of mine. It was fun, I had a good time. We basically talked about anything that came to mind but I was freakin' nervous. I feel like I barely know him, it's been years since we actually hung out, i'm not including the walmart visits, and I didn't know what to say.

Oh and about my title, it's a song by Still Standing that I've been listening to. It's called...Do You Believe. Yes, and i'm listening to it right now as I update my blog site.

So as I replay the song and sit here I contemplate how i've just lost the game:P.

~Exxy~

So she requested...

And so shall she receive! :D lol yeah Phil has been bugging me to make a new post since I swore an oath, mind you I have no recollection of making it the way she put it, to post every day through rain, shine and....yes...she said semen...:P

So here's my post for today, though it may be short since I am awaiting upon a call. I will tell you what happened yesterday. I grabbed applications from numerous stores and I am out job hunting. It's a pain in the ass but it has to happen....:P

I'm about to leave to drop off/watch my baby bro as my dad goes to pick something up. So yeah here goes nothing:P.


Anyways since this post is short I would like to inform Philly that though the weather is hot and the seagulls are lurking around every corner I still can't get pass the the idea that I lost the game:P


Have a nice day Phil:P

~Exxy~

What's been up

So far tomorrow I'm hanging out with one of my cousins that lives very close to where I am. I barely get to hang out with her so moving here has many advantages, this being one of them.

I'm just chilling here at home, on Tylenol Extra Strength and being sick already. So to keep myself from doubling over in pain I just did my laundry and cleaned up a few things but besides that I'm just chilling.

I hope the summer picks up soon and doesn't stay as uneventful as it has lately. But I talked to a friend I hadn't seen since the day of my last exam. I'm hoping that the basement is finished soon so that I can have her come over for a bit. Problem is she lives all the way back near the town that I left behind.

Anyways I'm going to go play WoW.

~Exxy~

Busy Summer

Well I think it's been two days since I've posted anything but it's not because I'm neglecting, it's because i've been busy.

So far this summer's turning out to be my most busiest. I've been doing alot of chores around the house and helping with the basement.

But no worries I haven't been keeping myself from talking to Phil online at least every night. That would be torture really to me with no friends here.

And Thursday I may be hanging out with my cousin that lives fairly close by to where I am. I have to call her Wednesday to find out if it's possible, since I still only have my G1. But I'm getting my G2 soon!

Yeah i'm getting signed up for lessons sometime so when my birthday rolls around I can get my G2.

I'm hoping I can go down to my mom's in August for a visit before I start school again. By that time Phil said she'd be moved up to around this area, much closer than where she is now.

I think after cleaning up the pantry I'll ding Wrathy to lvl 63 today since I'm so close to doing so.

Well that's all for today, I should get back to work.

~Exxy~

Second Day

Hey well it's been day two and I'm tired.

Yesterday I went biking with my dad and then walked the dogs. I just walked the dogs today as well as get some bedroom stuff moved into the upstairs computer room so I have somewhere to sleep until my bedroom is complete.

But besides that i've been doing alot, more than what I do at my mom's so it's new to me.

I got WoW back and have chatted with Philly and her boyfriend for the first time in a few days. It feels odd talking to them online and not being able to see them whenever anymore.

Well apparently I have to act like a normal teenager and hang out with ppl most of my time. I've been told I shouldn't stay inside all the time and well that's not me. I'm not some preppy snob that likes hanging out twenty-four/seven and doing stuff outside all the time. The sun gives me a headache and I feel just as well inside talking to online friends and hanging out with them online in their toon modes:P.

But anyways this is just a short report of my life. Later days:P

~Exxy~

Moved

As the title portrays I have moved in with my dad now. Everythings not all settled in yet but it will be soon. But now that I'm here God I miss Phil and everyone else. I was totally pumped but then today as I finished packing and got into the van I felt like I was losing a slight part of me, making me feel incomplete.

Raven's all settled with Iko and everyone is just chilling for now. I watched some TV and decided to come on here and tell you all about what's been going on since last night.

And now I just had a thought, until i get my computer hooked up, since i'm currently on my dad's laptop, that blogger will be sort of a connection to Phil since she reads this stuff. She can see what i'm up to and all that fun stuff. But I do miss her alot :(.

Well i'm going to finish checking my mail and then I have no clue what i'll do.

~Exxy~

Eclipse

I just got back from seeing Eclipse, the Twilight movie. It was amazing and I must say, Jacob, Jasper and Alec were pretty hot/cute/sexy/adorable. Lol, I'm a sucker for vampires and werewolves:P.

But before I could go I had to pack more things and tomorrow I only have a few minutes to pack the remainder of my things, such as my computer that I'm currently typing on at the moment, and some more books. Then I'm getting picked up some time in the morning.

At the moment I'm pretty tired, long afternoon for me. I'm excited though, I don't know why though, hard to explain. Or maybe I'm just super tired at the moment and in need of at least a few hours of sleep since I'm going to the bookstore tomorrow morning, early too.

So now the next chapter in my life will begin and the true Exxy's New Beginning blogs will start up. Time to shake off the little kid shell and flex my closely approaching adult skin.

I'm sure going to visit the people I know in this town, I can't forget them. I know before I couldn't wait and I counted down the days but now that it's here, I'm kind of sad. I'm going to miss the people I let into my life over the eight years in this town. Eight years ago I came to this town shy and alone, tomorrow I leave this town a new me and not as alone as I started out. I have friends, good friend, true friends. And I never want to forget all that I store in my mind right now, these were precious times that I hope stick with me for a life time, if not longer.

~Exxy~