Hello all, just two more days til graduation. I'm not really excited though; just another event planned to give us our proof of passing high school but they draw it out to the point you want to just ninja out of there. Which I can't do since that would be "Disrespectful to my peers" Well I really don't care. I didn't even know half of them, and they probably didn't know who I was.
I'm in a really dark mood at the moment, I don't know when it will pass to tell the truth. They come and go at times.
I'm moving in a few days, this week to be exact. I'm starting a new life and I don't' even think I'm ready for the change that's about to take place. I feel this sick feeling in the pit of my chest and it's bothering me severely. I fear I'll never find my place in this world. I'm so indecisive about what I want to do after high school that at the moment I don't even care. I really have no care left in me really. I feel blank at times.
A few minutes ago I felt like I was becoming anti-social, like I didn't want to talk to anyone, I just wanted to be left alone. I'm not too bad at the moment since I'm talking to someone but before that I just didn't even want to bother with anyone. Mostly with ppl I know online.
Well I think that's all I feel up to typing about. I'll be around.
~Exxy~
Follow me as I go about my life with my horses Apollo and Rosie and my other pets Raven and Juno.
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