Monday, November 21, 2011

Friends

This blog kinda has something to do with Carl, but it's not bad :P

Anyways I'm sitting here in my room at 1:30 in the morning thinking about things I never thought I'd find myself thinking about now.

It's mostly remenesence of the past 9 years that some how changed my life. *insert flashback music here*

I remember back in grade 2-4 of how I tried to make friends, and everytime I finally did make a friend it wouldn't be too long before they decided they didn't want to be friends anymroe or some how I pissed them off and they ditched me. I felt like I was always alone and would never make a long time friend; heck I didn't even know long term friends existed seeing as the longest I had a friend was a year.

Then I moved from that dark part of my childhood to where I am now in grade 5. There I met a few people who were friends for a short amount of time again, but then there was Carl. And at first I didn't think it would last; that in a year we wouldn't be friends anymore and I would go on about my lonely existance once again. Then sure enough next year she had to move away and I felt alone once more. I spent my days just sitting alone doing nothing wishing she hadn't moved away.

But, as if by some cosmic fate, Carl came back before the end of grade 6. I won't admit this to her face but I was glad she came back >.>

And so the years ticked by as grade 7 and 8 rolled on by and finally grade 9 came along. This is where a rough patch came along, I don't remember what happened anymroe I just remember the few days. I can't remember anymore why I was mad at her but I stopped hanging out with her and for a few days I was alone again. Maybe I thought since we were in high school that we'd make new friends and slowly drift apart? I don't really know :/ But again we ended up friends again and for the rest of high school we stayed that way; even when he did make our own groups of friends.

Now let's fast foreward to now, 9 years later and still going. This is where I came to the realization that for us to have been friends this long has to be because we're almost complete opposites of each other, yet at the same time we're the same. Like she's a crazy nut who loves Hello Kitty a little too much :P while i'm the calm, mellow one :P

And Carl, if you read this; I'm happy we stayed friends this long. You're the only person I've known that has stayed friends with me this long and I appreciate you putting up with me all these years :P. As well as giving me all the most outrageous nicknames in the world from B to Lebtimus Prime and onward.

~LEB~

1 comment:

  1. Ok you didn't say it to my face >.>...But you did say it to this one:
    _____
    /ʘ‿ʘ\

    And that face gives you +1 internets and a <3

    And hell you get a free cookie. *Gives cookie*

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