Here she is

Here's a pic of the pretty girl, i'm proud of my brother, he picked a cute one :P

Raven has a cousin and Exxy's an Aunt :D

Yep i tell the truth, Raven has a cousin named Sybil, a boston terrier. And I'm an aunt, yes i know it's a dog but still our family does stuff like that especially if we're not old enough to have kids. Well I'm going to ask if I can put a picture of her up here so you won't get to see her right away, if ever. I have to ask my mom if I can borrow one of the pictures. But she's really cute and attached to my brother; as seen by pictures.

Well have a great night.

~Exxy~

Paint and More Paint

I think two days is enough time to wait for a new post by me. Well the last two days have been somewhat busy. Yesterday I had cleaned up the basement of dust and vacuumed it up a bit before closing windows and shit; just minor stuff. Tonight was the most busy night so far with beginning to paint the walls. Yep that's how far the basement has come along and soon I hope to go back up to my mom's and pick up the rest of my stuff and make myself feel more like I'm home. Right now I don't even have my own computer and not really a private place for me to go and hide away from the world. I really can't wait.

Well on to the painting bit of the blog. I believe i've got paint where I never dreamed possible while wielding a hand paint brush and standing on a ladder painting corners. Here's a detail description of the paint massacre.

I had paint all the way up my right arm and a big spot smudged close to my arm pit, my fingers were semi coated with the white crap, I have it all over my shirt and pants, my left arm was semi white up to my elbow since i'm right handed and barely used it at all. Oh and I managed to get a nice white streak in my black and red hair. Now you all are probably wondering why I don't go and just shower the paint off...well it was late when I finished helping and my baby bro's room is right by the bathroom so I couldn't shower; I'm so doing it tomorrow though! >.< I feel gross. I just hope the paint comes out of my hair or i'll be going against the one rule of dying my hair; putting white in it:P

So now I'm completely sore and I want to sleep but I still have things I want to do before hitting the nice, soft, mattress. That my dad's dog is currently taking over on me.

On another note i've heard that people can't comment on my blogs for some reason; I don't know how to fix that really so just keep trying and maybe something will happen and it will work again.

Later days.

~Exxy~

Aren't You So Lucky

Yep two posts in one day from yours truly. And yes again i'm listening to the sad violen peice. And yes it's making me think sad thoughts again. But it's so beautiful. But it's making me realize that...Cyphile... I miss you man!>.< I mean WOman.

I'm so alone here, I don't know anyone and no one knows me here. But you Phil, you know me alot more than I can say about really anyone else I've met. Just please move down sooner, I'm really feeling like I have no friends right now.

Now you probably know why I keep asking when you're coming down because...truth is...i need you man T.T

HOLY FUCKING COW THERE"S A HUGE ASS SPIDER HOLY FUCK!!!!
O.O Shit it's trapped me! OMG AHHHHH It can climb walls!!! RAVEN, RAVEN!!!! EAT IT>.< DO YOU"RE MASTER PROUD!!! EAT THE HARRY BASTARD CALLED A SPIDER. OMG IT"S A FAST ONE TOO!!! WAKE UP RAVEN!!!!!!!!

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Ahem sorry about that everyone...wellll...that was pretty embarrasing...
On a good note I killed it and to all those spider lovers out there it was kick; why would I let it suffer and have a chance of escaping only to reap it's revenge upon me during the night? I'm not THAT stupid.

Anyways that whole sappy moment has been destroyed and what remains of my energy gone thanks to that spider that had to come out of no where and scare the sappy, sadness out of me and bring upon fear and a need to grab my favourite pair of sneakers and bash it so that it's stuck as a paste on the bottom of my lovely sneakers. >.<

well goodnight to all; I need sleep badly.

~Exxy~

Saddest peice of music I have ever listened to

This song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIuotFZnBtk&playnext_from=TL&videos=Lh2wI_TC8us&feature=recentf is the saddest song I've ever listened to. This music actually made me cry and I'm still listening to this beautiful music. The reason I cried was because the melody reminds me of my old time favourite movie, Black Beauty. It's about a horse and it's all in his point of view back in the day when horses were treated so cruelly by many. It went through from the first day he was born and on through the good times and the bad times that he had. Of what happened to the only friends he had and where he ended up in the end.

Most of this song brings back the parts of when Black Beauty is laying in the field of his final home with the man that use to be the young groom that he met at his first home. He's thinking about Ginger and Merry Legs. Now if you've ever watched the movie you'll understand why I find this sad because Ginger dies part way through from neglect and abuse. Merry Legs is not mentioned after they sell the pony in the beginning but Ginger is brought up alot and was with Beauty the longest through the movie.

The last scene of the movie that really gets me is when he's imagining the days back in his first home when he, Ginger and Merry Legs would run through the pasture together during the days; looking young and happy and full of life.

I think Black Beauty was the reason I first started to love horses and I still have that movie seventeen years later. It was a beautiful movie and full of emotion. It depicted the life of a horse back then and I will always have a place in my heart for Black Beauty, Ginger and Merry Legs.


Now you all might think i'm a big softy but that movie really hits home with me and this music just brought back the days I enjoyed sitting by the TV watching as Beauty was born, trained, sold a dozen times and finally found peace with the boy he once use to play with in the fields; and he'd never be leaving that place as long as he lived.

Sorry for the sappy post but I had to get that all out.

~Exxy~

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I won't be posting as much at the moment because really I don't give a fuck right now and I have nothing to say so yeah don't look for me.

~Exxy~

What's up my fellow Canadians! :D

Yes I said fellow Canadians, not americans so ha! Anyways i'm in a hyper mood seeing as i woke up at 6:45 for no effing reason. The people that were suppose to work on the basement came said it was still wet and left. So yeah you can imagine how pissed I was at that revelations. And if you know me, which i doubt(except for you Phil), you'd know that I had mornings with such a cold blooded passion. I'm always pissed if i'm forced to wake up before at least 9 o'clock. It use to be 1 pm so yeah you can see how waking up fifteen minutes to seven would drive me crazy. And I actually looked at myself in the mirror when I woke up at that time this morning. Here's what I can describe:

Imagine seeing a girl with messy hair in a ponytail, bangs sticking in every fucking direction. Her eyes have eyeliner from the night before still around her eyes and it's smudged making it look like I'm either a raccoon, zombie or two bit hooker (or like I haven't slept in ages if you don't like the last one). Then imagine Hello Kitty pj bottoms and a hoodie over top of a top that's all pink and *shudder*. Then the look on my face is one of a scowl and of half awakeness. Then just add tons of yawning to that and voila you have me.

So yeah don't wake me up for ANYTHING before nine. Oh also I'm pretty much a huge bitch before nine also. Especially if I have to rush around the house to make sure everythings all ready before people show up....


Well there you have it my fellow Canadians. And shall I say have a wonderful day in your igloos, make sure you feed those husky dogs and beware of the polar bears on your way to work:P See ya around Eh!

~Exxy~

This message was brought to you by Exxy who's actually Canadian and hopefully fellow Canadians will laugh at the end of this and others will be like O.o