Where'd You Go?

Two and a half years later i'm still crying. I never cried then but now i feel like crap. It feels like there's a hole in my chest that won't fill. I'm alone here, no one to talk to, no one who'll care. I'm crying over something I can't fix. It's over, it's done with, no ones going to come down and bring you back to me. You're probably happier without me. Happier where you are now.

I just want you to know, even though you're miles away, i miss you. I know you can't talk, you can't use human speech, you can't do sign language or write letters. You're a horse not a human.

It's true, you never know what you have til it's gone. I've become quite a pro at this feeling. I've never had any luck with keeping people or animals around and i'll probably die alone. Everyone I've known will have left and I'll be left with nothing, no one. I need to accept this, let it be what it's gotta be.

I just wish that maybe you'd come back home, I miss you, I need you. Just come back please.

~Exxy~