Hola Everybody

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions? Bring It BITCH!

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? Sigh -.-

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? Mom

5) Do you regret it? Why would I regret saying it to my mom o.O

6) Have you ever been depressed? From time to time.

Are you a boy or girl? Girl

9) What is your relationship status? Single

10) How do you want to die? By raining fire balls while dinosaurs rise from the dirt and rampage in an apocalyptic epicness >:D

11) What did you last eat? Salted Almonds

12) Played any sports? noooo

13) Do you bite your nails ? I’m addicted what can I say :P

14) When was your last physical fight? Damn Easter bunny >.>

15) Do you have an attitude? Its my middle name

16) Do you like someone? Oh wouldn’t you like to know >.>

17) What is your real name? Squeezy B Jones….the third….

19) Are you gonna get high later ? If laying staring at the ceiling counts then…yes…

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? Pssh used to but it’s pointless to hate now

21) Do you miss someone? yeah

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Burn it with a torch….

23) Do you tan a lot? White as paper

24) Have any pets? Dog and a cat

25) How exactly are you feeling? Like I’m locked in a small white room with no escape…

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? I haven’t mastered the drive while drinking coffee, but I plan on doing so…

27) Ever made out in the bathroom? noooo

28) Would you take any of your exes back? NO!!!!!!

29) Are you scared of spiders? I just shuddered so yes

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes, and live my life differently

31) Do you regret anything from your past? Yeah, all the time.

32) What are your plans for this weekend? Grooming a dog, sitting in my room of eternal solitary, maybe pick paint off a wall.

33) Do you want to have kids? I will if I find someone.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? Nope

35) Do you type fast? Yep

36) Do you have piercings? How many? Yep, both ears and lip

37) Want any more? Yesss, left nostril and left lower lip

38) Can you spell well? I unno kan eye?

39) Do you miss anyone from your past? yep

40) What are you craving right now? Freezes

41) Ever been to a bonfire party? nope

43) Have you ever been on a horse? Yep

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? nope

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? I’ve had one but I don’t think I’ve broken someone’s

46) Have you ever been cheated on? nope

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? no

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yeah, pssh marriage…

50) What should you be doing? A letter assignment, studying for anatomy, studying for clin ops

51) What’s irritating you right now? Being stuck in this room

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Haven’t we all?

53) Does somebody love you? Iunno

54) What is your favorite colour? Red

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? nope

57) Do you have trust issues? Yes, probably why I’m still alone

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? meh

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Nope

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? I tend to cry alone

64) Do you give out second chances too easily? No, never will

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forget

66) Is this year the best year of your life? So far it’s been plain

67) What was your child hood nickname? B, still is

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? nooo

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yeah

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? My normal routine of sitting on my laptop

73) What is bothering you? Everything

74) Have you ever been out of your province? No, but I want to move up north or west in a few years.

75) Do you play the Wii? rarely

76) Are you listening to music right now? Hahah yes :P

77) Do you like Chinese food? OMG it’s amazing!

78) Do you know your fathers b- day? yeah

79) Are you afraid of the dark? YES 

80) Is cheating ever okay? It’s horrible and I hope it never happens to me

81) Are you mean? >.> yes

82) Can you keep white shoes clean? White sucks, black all the way!

84) Do you believe in true love? I used to, now it’s a myth

88) Do you like the outside? Tis fun

89) Are you currently bored? No shit sherlock

90) Do you wanna get married? No

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Why would I want to be referred to an infant?

92) Are you hungry? Freezes…

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? Ummmm I think so?

94) What makes you happy? Music, animals

95) Would you change your name? Of hell ya…to Squeezy B Jones…lol nah probably to Avery

96) Ever been to Alaska? No.

98) Do you watch the news? No

99) What’ s your zodiac sign? Libra

100) Do you like Subway? Well considering it’s the only stuff to eat around here I’d say it’s growing on me

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Hell ya >.< shudder

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Make a bunker and hide out til the storm clears >.>

103) Do you talk like your friends? No

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? yep

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yep, don’t talk to them much anymore though

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? dad

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? Yeah, kick him to the curb, I’m allergic to that shit

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? No one

110) Favourite lyrics right now? I Need A Doctor

111) Can you count to one million? I’m not that bored….


Now i'm getting a freakin' freeze...

~Squeezy~

Stats

Welp, I just checked the stats button and I've begun to realize that no one is either A) not interested in my crap anymore and I should try to either improve or leave or B)people are starting to stray from even going on here anymore and that I should just stop blogging all together.

But really, where are you guys? You all just disappeared :(

Even so, nothing new has happened as of late, besides my driving on the highway and the three hour lesson on Saturday. So I'm just going to leave it like this for tonight.

~Squeezy~

Remember When

I know, I know, I said goodnight a post ago tonight. But I've been listening to some oldies and one song in particular just hit me hard. Alan Jackson's Remember When. A song I listened to after my grandpa passed away, the song I listened to when times were hard, the song I memorized and sang all the time when I was alone.

And sometimes I wish I could go back to then. Being a kid was so much easier than this shit. I didn't understand what was going on at the time with my parents when I was young; i miss the naivety of not knowing.

I see the world today and then I see it back then and want it all to rewind back to that time. Everything just seemed fresher than it does now. Days didn't seem to go by so quickly; just a slow pace was needed.

Back then I knew exactly what I wanted to do with my life, but now i'm doing something totally different. Heh, I remember the night after graduating from elementary school I couldn't get to sleep. All I could think about was how terrifying High school was going to be and at how close adult hood was.

This is where hopefully my post makes more sense and flows better...

I can go even farther back to when I first moved to where I lived for eight years or more. Getting ready for that first day of Grade five in a new school with new people. I wasn't too pleased about the whole process of getting onto a bus and going to school. But the first day wasn't too bad. It took me a few weeks though to figure out who to hang out with and who to avoid, but in the end I made a good friend who has stuck it out since then.

Then on came grade eight grad and then high school. Crushes were created and hearts were broken. High school ended and everyone went their own ways.

But you know what, I'd do it all again if I had the chance. I wouldn't even change a single thing, tweek a single memory. Well, I could do without knowing a certain JB person >.> But nonetheless, my life up until now has been amazing. It may have heart a few times and at times I may have felt down. But that's all just made me into who I am today.

And now that the sob fest is over, i'm going to go and try to watch a movie.

~Squeezy~ aka B

25 days

Its true! Only 25 more days before I have to go out and find a job for myself. I can't believe the year has flown by so fast! It's crazy. It's like it was just yesterday I was walking into the residence and figuring out who my roomie was for half the year. Only yesterday that I walked into Communications class and sat down anywhere that it wasn't too populated since I was freaking scared to death of everyone. Only yesterday that I met a group of amazing people who soon became friends.

Now we're in the final month of school before we leave. Some of us probably won't see each other again, unless we all go to the graduation as of next year.

But anyways, that is all for tonight.

~Squeezy~

I Must Confess...I Feel Like A Monster

Well the week is coming to close once again; as all weeks every year since the time when calenders were invented and people kept track of the days, have done. I'm just chilling my free time listening to Skillet and Papa Roach while I ponder ideas for plots and what to write next.

The hardest part of the week is over and done with and now all to do is finish one assignment, get passed a test tomorrow and Friday and try to break it to someone that I'm actually busy on the weekend. Shouldn't be too hard...

~Squeezy~

Six Months Later

I can't believe that already six months ahve gone by in what seems to be a short amount of time. So much has happened in this short amount of time that I may miss it all when everything comes to a close.

Even though two more months remain, I can feel them breezing by as I type this now. I've met some amazing people and seen some cool things since starting this program. I've even learned alot of things, school related and even about myself. I gained friendships and along with a new fur baby to take care of. I've discovered what I want to do after I leave this place and where I want to end up.

By the end of August I'm going to move in with my Aunt with my kitten Juno where I can visit Raven much more frequently than I could if I was in residence. I'm going to find a job at a groomers and build my way up until I become my own boss; probably won't happen for quite some time but I'm still young.

That's another thing I've realized, I always think time is running out for me, even though i'm only eighteen going on nineteen. But I've come to see that i'm still young and have time work my way to the top gradually. That I don't have to rush before the clock stands still.

And finally i've come to realize that some people will never change. But I won't go into that one.

Anyways, that is all for tonight, I want to finish up some things before going to bed; gotta be up at six tomorrow.

~Squeezy~